I've always wanted to be smart. Not just smart in the sense that I can solve a few math problems, know a few big words, and impress people every now and then, but "piss in your pants, holy-shit this chick is a genius" smart. Well, today I definitely feel the exact opposite; dull as a stick, so stupid even the short-bus wouldn't pick me up dumb. I feel like I know nothing about anything...and the best answer most people have down here in the bible-belt, "oh I'll pray for you!" REALLY what will that do. Will jesus appear to me in a grill cheese and help me accomplish everything I wish to accomplish? Probably not!
I;m thirsty for knowledge. For understanding. TO be able to engage in meaningful conversations about EVERYTHING! I want to know how to write killer lines and talk about silly details of every movie out in theaters. I want to know bigger words, read more books, go do more things, be more social...uuuuggggghhhhhh I WANT TO BE SMARTER
*Clearly today has been slightly frustrating
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